withdrawals

So here i am folks, been since friday and no caffeine, im so tired i dont know what to do...i thought no caffeine would make me feel a lot better, well so far i feel better but im tired ALL THE TIME! the withdrawals this weekend and past few days have gotten easier to stand, i tried to keep myself busy enough not to think of them....yeah right...its been total hell, the headaches are bad enough i feel my head is splitting, i dont dare take any pain killers cause i already know they wont work. well i was also bad today, i currently have a welch's strawberry pop sitting next to me...oh well better then something loaded with caffeine, and this whole having no energy sucks nuts also, i dont have the energy to go work out properly. it seems this last week i have been a walking zombie. speaking of which, i was talking with a friend of mine and an issue she is having and will always have (very unfortunate) when all of the sudden i knew so much about what was going on and asked her about it, which freaked us both out cause i was telling her things even her bestest and closest friends dont even know...so yeah, thats an issue i dont know how to explain, it was the wierdest feeling in the world and kinda freaked me out...needed to get it off my chest so think what you want, idgas! well i feel a lil better, feel like sleeping still...so untill next time...